I'm so very tired. Why is summer taking it's time? Why is school trying to waylay me? Why are situations trying to test me? And WHY DID IT SNOW LAST NIGHT?!!!

Hey, been a long time. Alright, just venting here. I am tired. I am really really tired. School is trying to break me down. Me and my love are basically just friends or something like that, which kinda sucks, cus she's really incredible and someone that i am really going to miss having in my life. I have all summer to ease the withdrawl, so at least i won't have classes or anything to worry about soon. I am just really looking forward to the next time i get to rest. As it stands now, i don't even like going to sleep that much, cus i know besides the splendor of sleep it brings the next day to me ever-so-quickly. Thus sleep is in essence bitter-sweet. New bestfriend, Newaye, great guy. I like chillin' with him cus he's a gent and a writer so i guess we inherently understand each other. Still though, i'm just tired. I wish i had another Spring Break, a spring break just to sleep and work during. ::Sigh:: I need to meditate. ::Exhale:: I need to get busy. I'll vent to y'all later.

Yay... THE BLOG is Back. I can once again ramble incessantly for no clear reason, then try to do work afterwards. In the absence of this blog i started another blog. Rather than giving you the link to that blog, i have decided to just cut and paste.

Saturday, April 12, 2003
YAY... it's the weekend. This is the time i have to do ALL THE WORK IN THE WORLD! And now i don't want to do a dern thing. I mean AT ALL!
-- posted by Robert at 11:36 AM

Wednesday, April 09, 2003
I remember it as tuesday; though it was 6:47AM. I night of attempting to type 4 papers was over. I turned off each light one by one, expecting to get some shut-eye. Until i got to this one i couldn't turn out.... the sun. :-(

All-nighters suck.

-- posted by Robert at 3:42 AM
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
Here he comes, here comes SUGE KNIGHT; he's a demon on wheels.


and thus you're addicted...

-- posted by Robert at 10:44 PM

I am the number 1 I am the loneliest number _

what number are you?

this quiz by orsa

Rather than doing Japanese... i discovered this about myself.

-- posted by Robert at 12:55 AM

Monday, April 07, 2003
Mondays actually do suck. I thought it was just some hype, but nay. They indeed are just not cool. Monday was so busy, and for no dang reason either. I call for 5 day weekends, and two day weeks.
-- posted by Robert at 10:56 PM

Friday, April 04, 2003
I've had two really good conversations tonight. I would recount them in detail but i'm quite exhausted. One was whether or not a white guy should write to a Black literary and visual arts magazine. The verdict = "depends on what he says...". The other, "Which came first, the chicken or the egg?" Seriously, that was it. The verdict = the egg. I know, i was vying for the chicken, but then i had to argue the eggs case too, cus it really was the stronger argument, although one could always say "Depends on your conception of creation." As well, I (coincidentally) went to the gym, yet again, today, thus i am both mentally and physically drained. So... i'm going to turn around look longingly at my bed, and then proceed to do this Japanese homework until the sun comes up.

Sayoonara, watashi no tomodachi.

-- posted by Robert at 12:26 AM

Sunday, March 30, 2003
I can't stand umbrellas. I think i've told y'all this before. They are so annoying, and then the person next to you always wants to share their umbrella with you. While it is very noble, it is extremely unpleasant. I don't know, i just can't stand umbrellas. Umbrellas are an individual instrument. Think about it, one of you has to hold it, there's barely enough room for two people. And then your walking is all screwed up cus you have to huddle. Oh, and don't let one of you be tall. It's over, either the person is hunched to just plain evil proportions, or the short person is wet. I personally just rather not be under the umbrella. THEN however, the person with the umbrella is steady poking me in the head with their umbrella trying to walk and talk next to me. It's just water. Really clean water at that. Some times it feels really good too. I like the rain. I like the smell of rain. I love the sound of rain. I like the way things look when it rains. Maybe I just can't stand umbrellas and the fuels my affection for rain... i dunno. I know what though, I'll SLAP AN UMBRELLA!!! More power to rain.

Peace (in the middle east). (corny, yet valid)

-- posted by Robert at 1:21 PM


Tuesday, March 25, 2003
Danie: how was your day?
Brendth: sorry, just got back
Brendth: my day was pleasant enough
Brendth: had a big test in Japanese
Danie: good.
Danie: eew
Danie: how was that?
Brendth: another big test tomorrow in Music
Brendth: and a midterm to write for tomorrow
Brendth: um, it went well, turns out i know japanese
Danie: oh jeez
Danie: good!
Danie: well it's gorgeous outside!
Brendth: yeah
Brendth: and the girl scouts in the campus center made me feel special
Danie: why?
Danie: because they giggled and said you were cute? haha
Brendth: yep
Brendth: to the point where when i was leaving
Brendth: one of them literally dropped everything she had
Brendth: and ran and gave me a hug
Danie: you stud you.
Danie: how old were they?
Danie: because if i have to report you...i will
Brendth: i dunno, but i actually did need a hug
Danie: ;-)
Danie: awww
Brendth: yeah, that made my day better.
-- posted by Robert at 2:14 PM

You know who must be old as dirt?! Bob Barker, host of The Price Is Right. Now, Bob was old as dirt when i started watching the show. He must be like biblically old now. The models are still fine though. Bob is a pimp. Folks don't realize this.
-- posted by Robert at 9:46 AM